*sigh*

I was talking to my friend who is due to have her 1st baby in a few weeks today, when I became a little sad. Our baby is coming up on 5 months now. I can't believe it! She's cooing, rolling, eating solids,and jsut being insanely cute. But I can't help remembering back to that moment when I first heard that little scream. With all that was going on in the OR, all other noise went away when those little screams started. Thats all I could hear,and Johns voice, until I was able to give her a kiss and utter those stupid words "she doesn't have the lips to play flute".. wha? Yes.. thats what I said. Not hello, not "I love you", not "you're beautiful".. but "she doesn't have the lips to play flute. Thats something that I will forever kick myself for saying. It just sounds so stupid. I don't care if she plays flute, or piano, or is musical, for that matter. I digress...
After helping my friend make a lis of what to take to the hospital, made me a bit sad.. I won't be hearing that magical sound for well over a year, if at all. I hope that she savours the moment. Its a crazy crazy moment, but I truly believe that is my favorite moment of all times.. even more than when I was finally married o John!
Yep... I want one more!